Today I woke up to so much snow it was amazing. I shoveled and shoveled and still couldn't get out of my driveway. So I stayed home, all alone....but for the first time in my life I didn't feel alone....I felt special, and wanted, and loved. Loved like I have never felt before, and I also felt the love for someone like I never knew exsisted. I am only 29 years old, not terribly old, but I have been through a lot in my life and thought I had experienced all that life had to offer, but I was so wrong.....I haven't experienced anything yet, I have just exsisted....I haven't lived yet at all.  I now know that there is that one, special, perfect someone....the other half that makes you whole...like you see in the movies, perfect person. The one that makes everything you've ever known or dreamed of seem so small, the one that shows you things way above and beyond your wildest dreams, and they do it without even trying. The one that makes you realize whats really important, and makes everything else fade away.
I have found that person, and he is mine forever. I am happier than I ever thought possible and he makes me that way by just being him. Our future is together with our children and we are in the process of making that happen. Thank you Kaneva for allowing me to meet my soul mate, the part of me that makes me whole and Thank you Doug for just being you. Your the most amazing man on this planet and I love you sooo much baby. So this is what true happiness feels like........... *sigh*

Today is an amazing day! I met, and am now with the most amazing man who never ceases to melt me with every word out of his mouth. It's not Thanksgiving weekend in Canada where I am but I have sooooo much to be thankful for. Thank you Spunkee for being my best friend and always standing by my side in K and in rl, I dont know what I would do without you and I love you soooo much! Thank you IBO for sweeping me off my feet by just being you, I love you baby....its you and me forever! Today is the first day of the rest of our lives, everything else is now behind us and only happiness lies ahead for us all. Love you both and all of my other friends, I cherish you all!!

 

Thats it for being deep......LETS PARTY WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP!