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Mar 30, 2009
Frobolo manifesto

Many relationships have come and gone over the nearly 2 years I have been playing this game. Some long, some short. Some deep, some trivial. Some real, some fantasy. Some linger on and others died in a roaring inferno. There have been times where one has brought real joy, fun and happiness to my life as well as opening my heart in ways I didnt know possible. Ive made long lasting friendships out of "true love" and vice versa but there is always one thing consistent in every relationship I have endeavored, dissapointment. Of all the good that has stemmed from the various relationships I have partaken in here on kaneva, none of them has truly lasted the test of time. A few, were certainly my own doing and fault that they fell by the way side and of course I always at least had some to do with the problem, but here, right now I care to voice my displeasure at the raw disservice and imposition that I seam to always find sooner rather than later. Too many times I have been left because I trusted and hoped that giving someone there freedom would allow them to chose me, but I guess I was silly to think I might actually be worth that to someone. Im tired of feeling like i am a little child, someone who is in all aspects less than the other and subject to there wishes and desires as I allow them to walk all over me and carry them on my back. Im weary of feeling like no matter what I do it is never good enough, no matter how hard i try to do my best will never satisfy or please. I yearn many times to have back the pieces of my heart which I so easily gave to so many in hopes that it may grow within them only to see it be tossed by the wayside left to die and never thought of again. I would give anything to feel like for once I would be first and foremost to another and actually know that I am truly what ison there mind and making them smile. Ive often felt like Pinnochio, always looking for something to make it real only to have so many see my weaknesses and turn them against me, using me like a toy to fulfil there wants and desires. Most of all I am tired of all the "vampires" who seek my company not because they love or care for me, but because they mearly love how I make them feel and then toss me away once they no longer need that feeling from me.

I know this certainly not the most cheerful of thoughts but they are how I feel and a large part of what I am now about to say. I now plead with anyone who cares to be involved with me in any way, please consider your intentions fully and know that I will no longer stand for feeling these ways and causing me to do so will likely put an end to whatever we have, very abruptly. Be true to who you are at all times and everything will fall into place.

Cheers,
Frobolo


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Dec 3, 2008
My home

Guess there are more people than I realized that would visit/show my home so I thought id post this message for and and all planning to visit. As of Nov 30th I moved my home and in so doing completely reset the property. This was intentional as ive always been bothered by the blinking and many unfinished ideas that I had there not to mention the massive amounts of lag.

Ive begun rebuilding my home but will be quite some time before it is open generally to the public. If you would like to visit and see whats being done before then just message me and Ill be happy to let you in. Thank you all for your support and raves throughout the past and I hope I can create something that will bring as many friends and visitors as before. Have a happy holiday season and see you all in world.

Cheers,
Frobolo