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amanda20

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amanda20

Buffalo,NY

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19 Years Old

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Member Since: 3/2/2007
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Schools: father baker (baker victory)

Relationship: In a relationship, Religion: Other, Ethnicity: Mixed, Children: Undecided, Education: High School, Income: < $20,000, Height: 4 feet-11 inches, Hometown: final kingdmn leafton

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Adoring

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	If you write or just love reading love poems then maybe you should join this channel. Come on it's free and you know what you don't have to love me you don't even have to like me but you will respect this channel.

Anime is the Best

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	if u like anime come here i have a lot!

Chillout and express

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	Show how you can chill and express your mind with words!

fantasy anime

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	fantasy is the best thing in the world.

kingdomheartsforever

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	everything there is to know about kingdom hearts. plus role playing and fan-fiction,etc.

The Final Fantasy Fan Club

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	A channel for all you final fantasy and kingdom hearts lovers out there!!

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About Me

hiya okay about am strange weird an oddball.... i dress funky and love to be super different....i have friends all over the world . my home town is here in western new york. i wish i lived in Utah with my beloved Joel.i love Joel robert nelson so s. yikes i scare mr though am half way blind. some people say am a fuzzy warm bubbly girl. someday i hope to meet my prince charming joel. he means everything to me, my world, my king of my hearts.

Activities/Hobbies

drawing/writing/dancing..etc

Artists/Celebrities

None...they are just regular people

Associations/Clubs

ymca, the guilda club, theater club

Books

anime, etc., Fantasy, fiction, sifi fiction

Brands/Fashion

Don't really care about brands. Nothing too preppy

Cars

Dont reallt care as long as it looks good

Charities/Causes

guilda club for cancer

Favorite Places

etc., Ireland, Oregon, Spain, utah

Gadgets

etc., Laptop, MY MP3, PS2, XBOX, Xbox360

Game Clans/Guilds

anime -fan fiction, deviant art, Gaia, Kaneva

Games

all role playing and adventure

I'd like to meet

joel robert nelson

I'd like to visit

Utah

Movies

never ending story, spider wick, Wizard of Oz

Music

Everyting im just random.

My Goals

Too make a difference in the world

Quotes

love joel always and forver

Role Models

joel, my teachers, my family,myself

Sports

volley ball/basket ball/swimming

TV Shows

Shows with great writing as long as they have some

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Mar 16, 2008
love

i'm so in love with, this gentlemen, i knew him for while.
my heart still spins, when i hear his voice, i know i am flying.
i promise i would wait for him for ever and i never broken any promises before. i will actually
wait for him for ever. i can never be mad at him for long, for i would cry tears of joy.
i think am deeply in love with this person. my heart is filled with pure warmth when i think of him.
the rainbow isn't just a rainbow when am with him, but sweet mellow, and a gentle place to share all my dreams with.
i carry on our love with my golden wings, he with his golden heart. my beloved prince charming


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Feb 6, 2008
love i found is not for me

i discover that, love could never love me back.
but just because i can't love doesn't mean others can't love.
i mean , who want to love someone stupid , bratty, annoying like me?
all they see is a pretty face, then they all want to be my friend.
I would take in a stranger, clean him give him a home, but in the end, they wouldn't
want me. my sisters can find love, because they have pure hearts.
but i still feel ugly, and if my parents weren't here , i would be dead.
really i have no reason to live. i don't vule life, like i should.
i amnda perez hereby gives up on love life, and will live till
the day my parents die. my one dream was to be in love at a young age.
so i was. but it was taken back. the only reason i am standing on my two feet.
becuaese i made a promise to this guy, who lies to me he says he loves me . but
the truth is i only love him, no one i mean no one could truely love me.
am willing to deal with tihs fact. so don't you dear fgeel empathy for me, don't you dear try to be mines.
becuase i just don't want you.


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Jan 27, 2008
love is a wonder?

love is a wonder and i get confused, i need help, plz someone tell me what love means to you,
anyone, who has some experience because i don't know its knew to me! So SOS!!!


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Jan 11, 2008
just a another story

i remember the people along the road that i meet there never forgotton.
they stay in my heart, for just the little things they did.
even if they made fun of me for being ugly or the way i talk,walk, or because i wasn't at there level.
i still remember them or the ppl who made me happy, some one once said you can't makes others happy unless your happy.
i don't think thats true, when i fake a smile just to hide my pain, the don't relize am unhappy or sad. but i can make them feel wanted and love and that there important. my friend jesse, when i met her she was so unhappy, but i became her friend and help her. but even tho she called me slow, neive, and stupid.i hide my pain with a smile, ppl think am really bubbly and think am happy all the time. but it takes years of acting in your own life.
i just hate it when ppl worry about me. i have been isolated for so long, that when i do run free, i just look for new friends to make happy,
i don't care if they put me down am still sweet to them, and try to make them happy, i guess i don't care about myself.
but i would saceriface my life to make the entire world happy.even if i had to suffer slowly down in o my hades, with chakles tighing me down i wouldn't
as long as everyone is happy. i would bleed for them, prevent them from feeling those hated thoughts.i made so many ppl happy just by telling them they can and they will become something. most ppl i know say that i am important but there are ppl who have it worse, so i would struggle for them to make them happy. but in return they help me more than i help them, heres why because there lives isn't easy like mine, i have a mom and a dad and sisters and brothers whom i love. they help me realize that my family does love me, even if they make mistakes. am only human, and i need a lot of help to realize that my destiny is for the ppl i meet along my folk road. those ppl live inside my heart forever, mainly the ppl whom help me realiz^^
but i still feel like i have no true purpose >< expect to be with the one i love, the one who makes me happy, he doesn't realize that i'm holding on to rope that can break at anytime. i have dreams but without him, with out his love i probly would have stab myself or did something to get rid of me.
i was very close to giving up on life, the dagger i behold, he stop me for going any further. if i can restart my life over again i would restart with him, as my childhood friend. and for him to be my bestest friend, but who knows he probly wouldn't see me the he does now.
everyone called me ugly and sad i looked super ugly without my glasses. i would go but my head down on the desk and cry many tears, i wanted to fit in so bad, i wanted to be pretty, but i only could talk to my pet buddy and when he passed away, i overdose on pills and every morning i hoped and i pray i wouldn't wake up and when i did i would cry. i would feel like i failed once again.my past hunts me, i wish i didn't feel like was worthless, i mean back then. ugly, stupid, foreyes ,little things like that distrub me deeply inside. even know i have imaginary friends and i pretend i live in my own world. a world i created. i felt so unloved for so long. but my lover the one i am crazy for.... he makes me feel loved wanted...smart pretty, amazing, but i feel that he is beyond perfect, with a heart made of gold. he is the gentlemen of my dreams. the only thing is he doesn't realize his porpose was to keep me standing.
i wish he i was his porpose as he is mine. >< <3 i know if i lose him...... lets just say i am only human....


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Dec 24, 2007
being in love

have you ever felt so in love before? like this person i reallly really like, am falling in love with him. actually were in love.
the only problem is he lives so far away! all i wanna do is hold him in my arms. i want to marry him, and never let him go!
i love it when he tells me he loves. i begin to blush, i feel weak and brittle. my heart ponds so fast! and i never get tired of him saying i love you.
if i never hear from him again i would littary ........ you really don't want to know, just think RIP!
hehehehehehe no really. its him or no body. i just hope no one reads this, i really love him to the bottom of my heart.
i want him and him only or i die alone. plz don't read this!


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Dec 13, 2007
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Sep 19, 2007
the missing chronicles of goddess althena

tthe missing chronicles of goddess athena

story plott

(this story is inspire by amazing ppl on kaneva )

1000 years before the years of the missing chronicles
the palace of olympus

lived twelve most important gods and goddesses greece  called   olympians

king    zeus  the  father - god he lived the privated aparments, beside his queen hera, the mother- goddess
but my story  will  only be telling the missing pieces to the puzzel.

king zues   had a   son   named poesidon   sat  hepaestus,* son of zeus  and hera, being the god of goldsmith, jewellers , and blacksmith.etc. he had build all the thrones himself and made his own master piece. opposite sat Athena ,* goddess of wisdom, who first tuaght hephaetus how to handel tools, and knew more than anyone else about pottery, weaving and all useful arts.
her throne was silver and had golden basketwork at the sides and back    and wore a crown of violets,

(to be continue )


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Sep 17, 2007
hi to my new dreams

Ladies and gentlemen if you love acting and would love to travel the world gain love for wisdom and knowledge!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tell me!!!!!!!!!!
if acting is your pride hope and you turely love it talk to me ok?
in 2008 I'm going to college for this new occupation (i just came up with it!)
first of all it doesn't have a name yet!!!!!!!
but only if your interested I'll tell ya.
main facts
1.its theater therapy .
2. you travel the world learning about different cultures and their way of life.
3. the plays our based on science and history facts ( the plays can be made up or have tall tales or based upon fantasy, we can also come up with spontanous plays too)
4. 25% of what the theater crew makes goes to charity of our choice....
5.if we are really good we willl make have are own show bussiness. and charity will be 50% instead got it?
so if your interested you can e-mail ok? well thank you (someday i hope to be president ... I'm not kidding either)


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Sep 14, 2007
is she with me

im here to thank tuxdeo mask....
if it wasn't for him cheayla and I would have never met or had become friends...
i really upset because i thought about meeting cheayla in person a few times... now i will never...
but maybe in my after life (if there is such a thing) we will meet.... but right now.
am wishing that i was with her....
in the last few years a lot of ppl i loved has gone away..... first my grandfather, then my lover, and now............
i turely hope there is an after life for my love ones and close friends.
cheayla i hope your in a better place.... i hope you are loved there.
and if jakic if you can here me please take good care of my love ones please

.........


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Sep 14, 2007
cheayla a very kind soul......

am writing this blog about about a friend in kaneava who has pass away
cheayla i don't know where you are or where you are going.....
i wish we were ture sisters and i wish i knew you better...
we brought me joy with your loving letters.....
cheayla where ever you are... if you can hear me am glad we met!
i hope we can meet someday... i wish i was with you...
you brought me joy
if anyone knew her and her kindness they would know how i feel!
i might end up.... never mind but i refuse to live knowing everyone is living me!
i loved cheayla my dear far way sister! but now she's gone!


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Sep 14, 2007
theater and acting

AM JUST ACTING! hi there my friends! i'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooo happy!

am going to start a drama club! in my school!

oh yea. only the cool kids love acting! i'm going to conduct it to! how awsome is that!

acting is wonderful it inspires you yo change the world! hello all the worlds a stage!

said by shakespear an awsome guy!this blog will continue!

but my little sister is rushing me out so to be continue! bye ya'll!

and am sorry i'm a bit lame on my blogs but i'll get better promise!

i hope i can inspire some of you guys to help our planet as well.

(but that will be in a different blog i had to mention it to you though)


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Sep 12, 2007
belifes

AM not gonna lie i used to belivie in god, but i don't anymore.
if he does exist way do i feel that am the only one who can save the earth from pollution?
why can't i see him, or why doesn't mircles happen?
god is a good idea, an idea that we depend on, to lay back and say don't worry if i do good, Jesus will save me.
though Jesus was a real person... he actually could have been normal,but who knows? right?
i know alot of people who go to church but don't practice what they preach.
some people who go to search are the really bad people,
but not me am different am a good person.
i belivie in something else, something no ones knows about but me i plan to keep that way too.
if ya'll don't mind. well thank ya'll


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Sep 11, 2007
fall in love like a comic

hiya today am starting my very first bloggy thingy.

am gonna talk about this comic book i'm starting to read that reminds of me.

its about a girls who write shojo anime, but its all about love. the only thing is she has never had been in love or dated or had a boyfriend.

this character already reminds me of me i really never been in love either(only with with a spirit but can i be sure that was real or was it in my head?).

she also thinks about falling in love like in her comic books... everyone thinks she acts like a kid too.

well what i really wanted to say i agree magna comic books have great romance something i wish i could have...

my only problem is i'm turning down all my crushes... my friend amy calls me heartbreaker joking around , but i think she's right.

she also asks me why won't i date............. HERES MY ANSWER AMY I WAITING FOR HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO MYOB YOU WILL NEVER UNDERSTAND....... 17 and single i like it like that i will wait till he comes even if it means never or if i die and never ever see............. he was so inhuman, smart, senitive, dorky (i like dorky smarties) knowledgable, waky, spontanous,a really good arist and very funny, his hunches were always accurate aswell! one of a kind..... (he was somewhat very mean but i like it)

SO WHAI KNOW I'VE NEVER BEEN KISS !!!!!!!!!!!!! AMY JOSHNSON!

oh sorry about that had a rough day in school

a little over emotional sometimes... but my friends thinks its funny how i try to write love plotts in my plays because i never had true experience with anyone sorry am not gay either i guess i have a heart like a child


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