Seriously that was just so creepy. But it can't be how I really feel can it? Okay here's the dream:

Me, Josh, and  someone else are leaving the high school. Josh remembers he has to do something and he'll catch up with us later. So it's just me and that someone else. It's really awkward. We don't talk for the longest. Then somehow we end up in the middle school and we are in one of the hallways. Josh is there too but he has to leave. So we sit down next to each other (me and that someone else), and we just sit there awkwardly. But then we start talking to each other. And it's pretty obvious the feelings we have for one another. But we just can't do anything because that would break Josh's heart. In the end the someone tells me to give him a hug, "and i do." It was the best hug I have ever gotten. But I have to remember that I have Josh...

And that's the dream.

Fucking creepy. Ugh. If you want to know who the someone is, then message me and I will tell you.

Believe me, you will be surprised at the answer!

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Yesterday, It was cold. Josh came to school Yay. Um what else....school was very okay, I gave in the permission slip for the trip to Wall Street and Patricia, Lamin, and Senayda left me in PSAT Writing all by myself. Fuck! That class isn't hard as much as Mr. Thomas likes to "stress" that it is. But still, I don't want to be left there all alone with Ricardo and KADEEM out of ALL people. Frick! Anyway, Jodi was hilarious in Gym, as usual. And I saw Paiz! Yay! And uhrr...I walked home with Kadeem, Lamin, and Josh but Kadeem and Lamin walked another way and it was just me and Josh for a good quarter of the way home, well to my house. Hehe. Josh says it's like home anyway. ^_^  Oh yeah and we had makeout sessions. Yay our tongues! Lol. Seriously I'm going to fuck that boy. Oh and NO SCHOOL FOR A WEEK! YES! oh and a teacher died in her sleep...some senior-teaching english teacher. Yeah...Oh and Josh is supposed to take me to the movies today but we'll see what happens. And I need a hot cup of tea because I still have the afteraffects of that dream...*shivers* I know that if I see Josh, I'll feel tons better!