This feeling I get is unlike any other

Warm but yet cold

Strong but yet weak

Good but yet bad

Wrong but yet right

It has my body is a daze, contesting every thing it knows

It flows through my body intertwined with

With the rivers of my blood 

Conjoined with every cell so I feel it very well

This sensation that I’m feeling 

Is brought on by P.A.I.N but yet happiness

Made stronger by anger but deepened by sadness

Yet the more I am around you

The more the feeling changes

And rearranges with my feelings of love for you

The Girl I mean Woman of my dreams

The woman that has saved me from myself my times

The woman who stuck by me even with

My faults and Stupidity

So I fear that when I am near you

My body shall react with this feeling

So pure that when I am near you

I finally see clear that my love for you

Reaches into eternity and back 

Touching my heart that if we were ever apart

I would be lost not knowing where to start

So I sit here on one knee hoping u would make me

The happiest man and become my wife to be

                        ……. 1Hot_mamma

Sorrow is over

Tomorrow is a new day

How do we get their, do we just run to it?

Or do our minds transport us through time and

Space just to get us to the next time or place

This so called tomorrow.

 Or is tomorrow just another yesterday just

Being repeated and recycled in our minds

Stuck in an everlasting eternity doomed to recycle

 Their minds and show no further progress

 Still to be figured out like an old rubrics cube

As I ponder these thoughts while

Looking out unto the world I stare into to my

Hour glass watching as each grain fall gracefully

Into place until it all has stopped

Waiting to be tilted back over

 Body caught in a daze it thinks I’m crazy

Like the sun but I am not I am just nocturnal

Up all night dream all day like a river my mind is always at play

And yet I really have to say I don’t sleep I slip

Into these coded messages or so called dreams that need to be interpreted

 But reveal nothing more then just a little more about you

Yet we take it for granted that our body has figured something out

We think we know it all but we do not 

 We live I a society that does not sleep much or does not sleep

Long enough to be able to understand these dreams…

 They

 WORK

, LIVE

, DESTORY

, DRINK

, DO DRUGS

 SMOKE

……. All these are just distractions in this world to

Keep you from finding yourself, to keep you from finding

Your hour glass to star into and think about the wonders of this world

Through Ends and Outs

Troubles and Pain

There is no doubt my power shall reign

Though years my pass and warriors my fall

My chosen few will not change at all

I’m just a lost soul seeking wisdom from the trees

To get me where I am destined to be

To decipher these drawings that is given to me

Those Drawings from the future and writing from the past is the only thing

That help me last As I move through the shadows and fight through the sun

As one day ends that’s just another lesson done…..

Lessons come fast but are not completed at once

So the many lessons accomplished over one life time

Can never be measured at its full potential

This proves one thing playing catch-up with time

 is a game you shall always lose

Even though time can not be mastered but only be changed

One thing is for certain my power shall reign

Through altered time and deleted space

My friends and my family fuel my faith

My body may die but my soul shall remain in its ghostly shape

My wisdom it reframes and with this wisdom I shall rise from

The ashes like a Phoenix Using its resurrection magic

And when I arise my warriors will too

The pain will be gone and the troubles will to

My warriors still young and hearts still strong

And just like good friends they help me along

Just like they did before this High time of change…..

With years gone by and friends have passed their

Souls are with me on my final task

When this task is completed their souls must pass to a higher place

Away from this troubled realm

But because of my Curse I am stuck in this realm

This realm filled with anger and hate but with this curse it has sealed my fate

Once fate is set your doom is sealed and

Eternity Clutches around me for trying to control me

Throughout all realms of time and space

But people don’t understand eternity

Eternity meaning forever, one with this place of sorrow and pain

Forever, one with this anger and death

Forever, one with this engulfing darkness feeling

Like I’m just a small speck of light

That cannot be seen but only by the true souls of mankind

And evil hates this knowing that there is a light out their

The light makes evil come to me like flies to a bug zapper

They think they can get rid of me but they can’t

My power shall reign over all their plots cause they

Don’t have the thing they need to end my curse and set me free

Cause I’m Cursed by the gods them self’s

I know one thing this power is a true blessing one that I am not worthy of

The power they bestowed on me, one that I am not worthy of

Comprehending and using as the gods intended me to

But until I can I will move as one with the earth and

One with the souls of this tormented realm ……

Move as if I am one with myself

But I am not because I cannot comprehend

Why they have chosen me or

What is their purpose for choosing me?

For now I can only guess what their plans are

For me but these posses more questions that I must ask

And the more I think about it

The more I think I am loosing my sanity, the more

I am becoming lees of me or am I destined

To become like this and yet I say this but I really don’t know

What to think or feel……….

All I know is that I am lost …… no better yet trapped

In this elaborate plan use as only a token or pawn ……

Token meaning maybe I am bound for greatness

Or maybe even strong enough to find the truth and gain knowledge ……..

                                                                             Saker