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Eva Cruz
Ghost_lady_eva
Saint Paul,MN
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21 Years Old
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Relationship: Single, Orientation: Bi-sexual, Children: One day, Education: High School, Height: 5 feet-3 inches, Smoking: No, Drinking: No

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Apr 12, 2007
The question of my name
Many people ask me if Eva is my real name.
It is not, it's a pen name I use online; The name is an acronym.
Some of you know my real name, some of you do not. And I prefer to leave it that way until further notice, I have my reasons
 
The meaning of my SN: Ghostlady- simply because I feel I'm as white as a ghost, I get teased about it constantly in my family. Considering that we are a Latin family, and most of us are of a darker skin color, but me   Not that I'm complaining, I like being different than everybody in my family.
Anyway, the next word 'lady': of course that's obvious... I'm a girl, no duh.
 
And now with the acronym, EVA: it means Electronically Virtual Artist.
 
Hope that satisfies some of you
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Jan 24, 2007
Quotes/ Short Stories II, plus some random stuff...
 
 
"I will not fear. Fear is the mind killer, I will face my fear, I will let it pass through me."
- Frank Herbert's "Children of The Dune"
 
 
 
Never more the raven caws
Never more.
Never more.
London bridge falls to kingdom come
Let the Gods will be done.
And so the world dies again.
bick-a-bye, bick-a-bye, boy boy boy.
 
 
 
"Make a poem
build a home
 
Let me come home then, and let me bring my lusting with me... carve your own desires in its invincible hearth.
 
Float away down a river on a cloud."
- Author unknown
 
 
Lament
 
Cry not, my baby.
Cry.
I know a frog ate a white moth.
The frog did not cry.
That's why he's a frog.
The moth did not cry.
Now the moth is not.
My baby, cry not. Cry. There is too much to do.
I will cry too.
I will cry for you.
 
 
 
The Bones Of Woe
 
Golden are the bones of woe.
Their brilliance has no place to go.
It plunges inward.
Spikes through snow.
 
Of weeping fathers whom we drink
And mother's milk and final stink
We can dream but cannot think.
Golden bones encrust the brink.
 
Golden silver copper silk.
Woe is water shocked by milk.
Heart attack, assassin, cancer.
Who would think these bones such dancers.
 
Golden are the bones of woe.
Skeleton holds skeleton.
Words of ghosts are not to know.
Ignorance is what we learn.
 
 
 
 
Aesthetic Theory
 
Contrive a poem out of ears.
Tell it
so that its petals unchocolate
like a brain in a jar.
Wax walnut, melting with thought.
Make it a poem almost
lewdly knowledgeable
and make its knowledge
ooze, syrup from the punched trunk.
Make it snake up to the molecule whorey
and put its mouth
atomic against the mouth of its core.
pull on its stem
to expose its foetus. Make it
have children with sleek ginger jaws,
make the dogs moan when it passes,
let it out of its jar,
make it lie with our corpse, our chaos.
Make it hungry, evil, enemy of Death.
Put it on paper. Read it. Make surgery
its sigh, and of such sting
the scorpions call it Jehovah & Who.
Make it now before you crap out. Contrive it, sperm it, stroke it,
make it efficient, make it fit,
make it more poem than Poem can survive.
 
 
 
How Keep Dark And Pattern Off
 
How keep dark
and pattern that any man suffers
off-- at the wall, at where the hat
comes out of the marrow & yawns--
how keep head up the scream
& up the burial where the pattern is born--
how the leagues washing their hearts
& wrung dry only to sponge back up-- men
smooching mirrors-- blades honing--
tongue & eyelash of Sweet Thing
staggering the shape by the door in the baggy shadow--
how keep dark back?
Or should one bullet-forth, sleek-clothed or naked-- pierce
each entity-- each clock-- sharpened by art
or wine-- how
enter the needle, the cloth--
how take the pattern any man suffers
and lose nothing when you
rip it off.
 
- "Lament", "The Bones Of Woe", "Aesthetic Theory", and "How Keep Dark And Pattern Off" by Stan Rice, "Some Lamb" 1975
 
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Jan 24, 2007
Just some thoughts...
I'm suffocating. Can't breathe. I need to get out, be free. I'm dying, I can't move, My sight is fading. My spirit is weakening, barely alight with life, the fire is being quelled. What can I do? I'm dying, I am dying. What can save me? I  need something or someone somewhere to bid my blood to run, to save me from falling, bleeding from the inside out. Draining, drained. Barely breathing, my chest becomes heavy, my brow burns, my sweat is acid on my skin. Smoke flares up inside my mind, consuming my thoughts, controlling my body, leading me into death- the other side. A place that burns my eyes, stills my breath, stops my heart, no more blood pumping through these veins anymore. Perhaps I should end it, end it all. Release my grip on life, my finger nails are breaking from the pressure already. Oh, how easy it would be to give up and fade away, into a permanent sleep for I suffer from restlessness. Close my eyes and imagine the sunshine warming my toes, the wind messing up my hair. Or imagine the flames licking at my lips, the smoke trailing black tendrils of ash down my legs.
 
eva c.
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Nov 8, 2006
A shield from Animosity.

A shield to protect
from the negative
criticism of daily life.

A cocoon made
from the pollution of
the streets
the hatred
the greed
the grime.

A sea of swarming
faces pass me
I look down from
above
away from the crowd
the people are upside down.

Their faces blending into eachother
colors attach to other colors

Green, blue, brown, black, and yellow.

I blink once.

I end up on the ground
the faces recede to normal
my vision comes back and I continue to
stand in the middle of the street.

Looking at
my soul
looking down
at me.

It has the incandescent
eyes of
knowledge and wisdom
of what
the world
shall be

The serenity of things
to what fate can
only cause.
by eva c.

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Nov 7, 2006
Word.
Below was some stuff that I had on my mind and just had to write down. Some are about problems that I had to go through. And I know it seems like I have some weird facination with death...I do. And so what. I find it intresting and poetic in a way. And I'm not afraid of it. I just like to talk about it behind its back, hehehe.
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Nov 7, 2006
A mask.

I am not what I seem
silent
shy
withdrawn.

Cunning
clever
sly.

Striking like a viper
coiled
raging
ready to go.
Biding my time.
by eva c.

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Nov 6, 2006
Tears of blood.

We hide in the shadows of a bleeding heart. Sneaking, and weeping.
Changed forever
Never to beat again.
Crying, crawling, trying to struggle.
Bound by the chains of darkness.
Suffocating in a smog of hatred, acid and poison.
Weak, depressed, stressed and gone.
No more sanity in the house of blood.
Never to beat again.
Evil roams in the house of blood.
Never to beat again.
Broken.
"Sadness in my eyes, no one guessed well no one tried."
by eva c., " " -George Micheal

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Nov 6, 2006
A kind of mood.

Tears of red
Rivers of rose
Waterfalls of magenta
Skys of black
Sounds of demons
The whole world is crashing down on me.
by eva c.

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Nov 6, 2006
Inspiration

"So Janie began to think of Death. Death, that strange being with the huge square toes who lived way in the West. The great one who lived in a straight house like a platform without sides to it, and without a roof. What need has Death for a cover, and what winds can blow against him? He stands in his high house that overlooks the world. Stands watchful and motionless all day with his sword drawn back, waiting for the messenger to bid him come. Been standing there before there was a where or a when or a then. She was liable to find a feather from his wings lying in her yard any day now. She was sad and afraid too."

That was a paragraph from THEIR EYES ARE WATCHING GOD by Zora Neal Hurston.

I decided to put this in my blog to inspire, and be a reminder that life can seem short lived if u do nothing. So... do something. Don't sit there on your couch or on your computer masturbating all day, it's bad for you :P. Plus I liked the way Zora turned an abstract idea into a character.

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Nov 6, 2006
A poem called "Suicidal?"
Suicidal?
Battle thoughts.
Bad is a better place
such a dark place.
Desperate
hidden.
Years and years of pain
mental.
Death.
The better option.
Shame
accepting the abuse.
Death is permanent
an end to pain.
Forever away
everyone will miss us
and feel guilty.
Pray.
Survive.
Make a difference with your life, not with your death.
by eva c.
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Nov 5, 2006
Quotes/ Short story

Here's some quotes and/or short stories that I like and that inspire me to write or do... whatever. Who knows, maybe one will inspire you.


 
"Dawn is gold for seconds only. It fades away last not slowly."

 
 
"The more you sweat in practice, the less you bleed in battle."

 
 
"Life endangers life. Energy creates energy. It is by spending oneself that one becomes rich." -Sarah Bernhardt

 
 
"The inner fire is the most important thing mankind possesses." -Edith Sodergran, Scandinavian poet

 
 
A man was in the market, he turns around and sees a woman; she is death. She points at him. The man runs away scared, and asks his master if he can borrow his horse so he can avoid his fate and run to Sammara. The master gives his consent, and then goes to death. He asks her, "Why did you give a threating gesture to my servant?" She told him, "I was surprised to see him, I had an appointment with him in the Sammara." -Excerpt from "Seeing Evil"
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Nov 4, 2006
Random Song

I don't have really anything to say today, I just wanted to put down this song that I think is hot. Well... the lyrics anyway, I don't know how the actual song is.

Mea Culpa

By: Enigma MCMXC A.D.

Je ne dors plus

Je te desire

Prendis moi

Je suis a toi

Mea culpa

Je veux aller au bout mes fantasmes

Je sais que c'est interdit

Je suis folle

Je m'abandonne

Mea culpa

Je suis la et ailleurs

Je n'ai plus rien

Je deviens folle

Je m'abandonne

Mea culpa

Je ne dors plus

Je te desire

Prends moi

Je suis a toi

Je suis la et ailleurs

Je veux tout

Quand tu veux

Comme tu veux

Mea culpa

I love the lyrics because it's sexy and sensual. Very different and a little bit erotic. So I thought I'd share it with you lovely folks. If you want the translation just ask.

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