You know I hear they say it cut's just like a knife
And I believe that it's true
Sometimes I feel like it's been sucking up my life
Yeah all I think of is you
Don't you know that every time you go away
You leave me shattered in two
My bones they ache and the skies all turn to gray
There's nothing for me to do
And I don't want it
And I don't need it!
When it's time to get to the second verse
I never know what to say
Then I think that it can't get any worse
But then I live the next day
Try to tell me it's not a fucking curse
It's just the game that we play
And when it's done you'll end up in a hearse
Or cut up onto a tray
And I don't want it
AND I DON"T NEED IT!!!

ink a dink a bottle of ink

reminds me of times that didnt stink

the times of bloody mess and stink i could endure i think

 

waisting my time I've got better things to do
I'm not in the mood to say something that's true
Don't want to lie but you're asking me to
So I'll tell you the sky isn't blue

Oh what a crime with my hands in my face
I'm not gonna make it out of this place
It's taking too long to learn to retrace
So just tell me that I'm a disgrace

Whatever I told you that you make me lie
Don't you dare think that you can deny
The truth is not something in which to rely
So please just stop asking me why

I'm just a fucking robot
Don't blame it all on me
Forced to be here I do not
Represent society
My walls are cold and empty
My cell a rotting corpse
Want everyone to fear me
And hate with no remorse
This cage you've built for your test tube babies,
Pill infested mind molesting,
Incest and rabies
I cannot persist to refuse
To exist.

Rest, sleeping in past 10
It's finally starting to begin
my brain breathes sigh
Moments were nice but then

Time, is not for rest
it's time to straighten out this mess
my brain shouts why
all this time spent with stress

Gone, is all this time
cant even write it all so fine
its gone so bye
cant even finish this lin

Another day yet
chores to do pills to get
Life to live things to regret
Won't take a shower I hate to get wet
Another line i sit and write
Will it be worth it by tonight
can my voice reach your sight
4 walls and a room with no sign of light
That's all I have to say
Soak it up then put it away
Tell me I'm right then maybe I may
Stick it out for another day
GRouND
FLuSH

here today gone tomorrow
here's some pain here's some sorrow
here it is in a bottle
take it shake it drink full throtle
Life is short or so they say
So drink it up on every day
When youre here the pain is gone
When youre gone the pain is on
Break it up and throw it away
Spit me out here today
Im alone I'm on a train
They tell me I shouldnt complain
But to me it's all the same
The fucking bullshit thats here again
Take it or leave it or give it away
As long as you don't hear what I have to say
Try to pretend that it is ok
Cause you can't get back tomorrow what was here today
GRouND
FLuSH

I'm tired GO BACK TO BED
I'm tired of sleep
But you need your head
Sevens enough I'm sure you'll agree
to be clear it will need more definitely
You're tired But i need to write more
tired of sleeping i told you before
Caffeine will help but you need to snore
beds comfortable my dreams are a bore
JUST GO I SAID NO
but your tired I KNOW
So shut up and nap
It's not gonna happen
Are you tired yes?
I'll go to bed I guess
GRouND
FLuSH

Ignore that last post i was pissed
Because common sense again was missed
My girl told her X-mom in law the reason that she
did not hear from her grandson for 3 years was me
She said how i's scared of her prison con son
And contact with that part of the family would be none
she laughed and they giggled and planned a reunion
And left me to wonder in all my confusion
when june 9th comes should i stay or i go
Should I make small talk or put on a show
Will these people turn out to be another foe
how could they like me when im the dad the kid knows?
and i hear respect for the real dad is something they lack
but they still share the same blood and that is a fact
and part of me wonders is ambush about?
when i show up is the plan take me out
and maybe the convict will hide behind doors
Wait for me there and knock me to the floors
and steal back his son whom for 5 years i stole
And leave me all broke with no one to console
But maybe its stupid i should not be frightened
They say he's still in prison with security tightened
so maybe ill go and hang out and relax
and talk and just chill go home hit the sack
or maybe it's just another get together for
My time to be empty as they click IGNORE

GRouND
FLuSH

Fucked up people
Fucked up place
Fucked up features
On my fucked up face
I'm getting sick
I'm getting tired
My fucked up brain
Should be re-wired
Fucked up weather
Fucked up town
Fucked up up
always turns fucked up down
Fucked up hot
Fucked up cold
Fucked up world
So fucking old
Fucked up you
Fucked up me
Fucked up house
Where I don't want to be
Fucked up day
Fucked up life
Fucked up fuck
With a fucked up knife
Fucked up cut
In my fucked up veins
Fucked up sanity
Fucked up insane
Fuck this fucking fucked up planet
Fuck all the fucking I'm leaving i've had it.

In a room
it's well past noon
no sleep with the moon
white coats coming soon

in a daze
feelings of rage
lost in the maze
the latest craze

feeling like mouse
stuck in a house
don't know what about
i'll figure it out

gone sent away
won't feel it today
i'll only just lay
won't hear what you say

in my cocoon
a hot air balloon
i'll see you in june
here in my room

You Are Here

There's no tear in my eye
As I bleed myself dry
Don't believe me just know it's not me

It's the man in my head
And he says were all dead
Cause we're trapped forever in sanity

The man on the screen
The horror he'd scene
And he told me it's time to fight back

Them over there
Flew their pride in the air
So let's show them just how to attack

With our bombs in the air
Bring our flag over there
And plant it inside of their soil

It's a plan to begin
Worked it out with my men
And they told me that it can not foil

Send your money and child
Effects will be mild
And we'll build it up for ourselves

Spend the money on gun
Tell the kid that it's fun
Put emotions on hold on a shelf

Success! Uhh takes time
Follow me and you'll find
That the death tolls not really that high

And the ones left here maimed
Have been numbered and named
And we'll make sure that they can get by.

Sanity rages on

With our king and our pawns
And our right to religion and fear

Said the man in my head
See I told you were dead
Just remember the map, You Are Here
GRouND
FLuSH

Four twenty the day of all days
It's finally here to take me away
No understanding this thing we all do
Some say they don't but they do it too
So let's celebrate our right to be free
I right to eat food and our right to smoke trees
Creative unity a world in mid change
We are taking over and now they are strange
The dinosaurs hooked on their caffeine pills
The nicotine and alcohol thrills
Those drugs make us fight they make us war
But my drug questions what is it for?
And makes me think twice before I start to hate
It makes me think love is the best of our fate
So leave us alone and let us all smoke
Anyway the shit in the air already makes me choke
And this tobacco that hooked me when I was just 8
The doctors they say it's the worser fate
I wish they had showed me this miracle weed then
I wouldn't fear cancer again and again
And I wouldn't have started drinking when I was 10
Maybe I wouldn't have fucked up back then
I was selfish until I learned of this drug
That taught me to care and taught me to love
So smoke one for you, and smoke one for me
After all it is 4:20
GRouND
FLuSH

Out of line out of place
Think it's time I showed my face
The one I've been hiding for years

Never mind out of time
In a world left behind
And I'm tired of hiding these tears

Is it real is it fake
Is it something we make
For the benefit of our own head

To make it seem right
When we war and we fight
Is it justified that they're all dead?

In the night in the day
When will I pass away
And when will I have time to sleep

Too much information
I need a vacation
From graves that we're digging so deep

Don't tell me I need
Your help to be free
When my freedom is all in my mind

Will you read here my breath
and slow down the death
forget it we're all out of time.
GRouND
FLuSH

What?
My mind is on lock
Writers block
Nothing to write
Time on a clock

Waisting away
As night turns to day
Numbers go by
And I've nothing to say

Yesterdays words
Never got heard
I didn't put them
Cause I am a turd....
LOL
GRouND
FLuSH

Morning woke
Fuck I'm broke
The cats box
Is making me choke!

In the noon
I'll be act a loon
Make some dough
So the night can come soon

Now with closed stores
I can't do my chores
and I don't think the animals
Like me no more

But when I sleep
It's mine to keep
And the thoughts in my head
You'll not hear a peep
LMAO
GRouND
FLuSH

Friday 13, thank god it's here
That special day when we celebrate fear
What will they pick to scare us today?
Breaking our backs in the cracks on the way
I sit here and wonder what I will hear
Today on the news that will cause me to fear
Fear for my life fear to be free
And no other country can take that from me
If I just fear enough for them to leave me be
If I just let them take all my liberty
Then maybe I won't have to live here in fear
That my own people are drawing in near
They don't like what I say or what I do
I'm beginning to think that they fear me too
But I'm just a moron I think this I know
And if they believe it they won't make me go
Great i FEAR THAT THEY'VE GOT TO ME TOO
pLEASE pLEASE DON'T LET THEM GET TO YOU!

Gaming Television ( Spectators Sport)

How much do you want to know?
My life's a game not a T.V. show
The rules are simple so you say
But how come I never know how to play?
You make them up as we go
You say yes I say yes but then you say no
Sit on your ass be a slob
It's good for you but get a job
Eat some fat you need the weight
Your cholesterol shows levels of hate
Bones are weak you need to run
Bones are weak you trip your done
Love me tender love me true
Just stop doing the things that you do
It's a sin to love It's a sin to judge
It's a sin to sin, or to even eat fudge
So leave me alone and I'll get where I go
And the credits will role on this T.V. show.

You ask me if you're fat
What am I supposed to do with that
when I tell you that you look fine
you say it's just a lie
when I say it doesn't matter
your eyes beg to be flattered
I love you how you are
Is believing that so hard
You say you want romance
But when it's my turn to dance
You treat me like a man
I just don't understand
You act like I don't need
emotional guarantees
and treat me like an ass named Jack
What am I supposed to do with that?
GRouND
FLuSH