I need to VENT.. so where better then my blog.. not that i'm that experienced in writing these, but it's just like some sorta journal, right? 

 

Well here's my blog, mainly directed to all the f**cked up people in this world that are so closed minded and look at things by what they want to see.  I say most times that I'm a complicated person, but when you think about it, who isn't.  Who doesn't have a story to tell?  Sure the start is "here" and the end is "here" but what about all the stuff inbetween.  I really dislike the people who don't care about the inbetween stuff and don't take into consideration that all those things INBETWEEN are really important.  It's like for every action there's a reaction.  These people don't think that what they do to disrupt your life won't have an effect on the ones closes to you?  They don't care that because they did "this" it cause a whole shit load of other bad stuff to happen, like a chain reaction.. or the domino effect. 

 

What I wanna know is, why are people so heartless... why do not see the whole picture, instead of only looking at what they want to see?  Whatever happened to people actually caring about the lil old lady that needs help across the street, or giving the homeless person a few bucks.. not caring what he's gonna spend it on, but cuz you have it to spare.  Whatever happen to giving someone your word and it actually meaning something?  Whatever happen to family being there no matter what.. but they were there just for the simple reason of being family?  What happen to smiling at someone, even a stranger, instead of looking at them like a stranger?  WHAT HAPPEN TO PEOPLE HELPING PEOPLE JUST OUT OF KINDNESS??  Am I the only person that wonders this.. am I the only person that would love to help that lil 'ol lady across the street because I find alot of self satisfication in just knowing I did something good for someone who needed me?

 

Yanno.. if you won the lottery.. what would you do with it?  Most people would say.. I would by this and that, right?  pay off your bills, and all that good stuff.  Wanna know what I say when someone asks me?  "If I"m rich, then everyone around me will be rich.  I dont care if I know you or not, I would share the wealth".  Reason being is that I know what it feels like to have someone turn their back on ya and look the other way, not caring and I know how it feels to struggle from day to day.. and I know how it feels to cry yourself to sleep every night because you dont know what to do to make things better and not a damn person cares... "sucks to be you" 

 

Well.. for anyone who did read this, thank you for listening to me vent and leave a comment if ya want...

 

PAY IT FORWARD... do something good for someone.. dont ask for anything in return.. just that they do something good for someone else, because I would really like to believe again that people are human and not cold heartless robots... :(