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Feb-28-07 11:19 AM TehMikerer tags: smug people gay butt hole |
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I was on myspace earlier(I know blasphemy), and I saw this guy in my town named Pete, his display name was like Aquitas or something, before that it was veritas (means truth). I thought to myself "wow that is lame" so I made mine Veritas means "gay" he didn’t say anything to me, he changed his name.....to Aquetas, so Nevada (my friend) made his Aquetas means "gay" lol right? wrong hes like "oh Nevada it means justice, any way how have you been" all sucking his dong n stuff rite? it got me thinking why would he write something to Nevada and not to me? he thinks hes better than me. he has to, I don’t know where his head is but I’m pretty sure he can see the tape worm infecting his intestines.
why would he think hes better than me? is it because hes 19 jobless, not going to school, and mooches off of his rich parents, while having so much musical talent, but no earthly experience to back it up, causing the music he writes to be so bland, and horrible that I want to kill myself? could that be it? is that why he gets feelings of self satisfaction? because hes had everything handed to him his whole life? I think so. I would too if I didn’t know better, I’ve had to work for every single thing that I have, I paid for everything I own, and I think that gives me a greater appreciation for them.
That got me thinking about my church days with good ol' Dan the youth minister, or whatever, I remember the last time I went to church......(ill write more about church in a later blog) me and Nevada were taken there by his grandmother, Sandy, and Dan said something that wasn’t fair, its that even if your the nicest most Christ-like person ever, and you don’t "trust" Jesus you go to hell, and I thought that was bull shit, so I started to question his faith, I began asking him questions, explaining loop holes, and all together just pissing him off. he told me to see him after he was done with his lectures, so I did, and it was good.
He led me to a room away from everyone else and started telling me about his decisions and his personal connection with god, I interrupted him and tried to make him realize that it was not his decision, Dan Sexton grew up in a church commune, where the schools stores and roller discos were ran by the church, he grew up being force fed Christianity his entire life, he went to a Christian college, and then got further training form church related organizations. now he did not choose his faith, it was injected into him since birth. I am different, and it is good.
My parents always let us choose if we wanted religion or, if not, all of my siblings and I have been to multiple churches, we can pick what we want, and that where true faith comes from, our decisions, you have to have faith in yourself before trusting something your not sure about. so I say live for your self. and don’t let anybody choose for you.
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