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Jan-15-08 02:31 AM Tech_Guy tags: Personal |
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There are people who you think you know. However, in reality you do not. People who hate who they are and where they stand in life will play themselves off as the opposite. I have seen this, lived it and still deal with it. There is a saying, "You can't judge a book by it's cover." A friend of mine had a come back for that "Sure you can, some people have a few pages sticking out." There are two sides to every story, make sure you get both before you come to a conclusion.
To my X. I love you more than you will ever comprehend. No matter what. As long as you know the truth, what I have done for you, how no one else was there for you but me. The knowledge I have given you, the tools, money etc. No matter how mean, cruel or unethical you are...I love you. You will always have a huge part of my heart. I have given so much and received so little. Just realize that if people knew you the way I do, they would no longer associate with you. Fact is fact, fiction is fiction. Child support is just that Child support. Not for helping your mother, not for helping your son become a rap star. Its for our Child. You received $2400 for Child support, you pissed it off. You said, you have bills, Bills? You live off of Child Support, disability and welfare. What bills do you have?
In the end. You have to live with yourself. Live with how you lived your life.
When my day comes, I will know I helped others, I was an ahole in the beginning and bettered myself in the end. I can live with myself, for I made improvements in my life on my own, by myself, through struggles, hurdles and the likes of you. Through this all, I can still look you in the eyes, with a heart felt, I love you. For me its a bitter sweet thing, I am upset and angry for who you have been become, the lies etc. But I love you for the person, I know you are deep deep down inside. I would love to see that person again.
Can you say this for yourself?
THE TRUTH RESIDES.
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